Liberty, how hard it must have been to write this story, to share the photos of your son in his early days. He certainly had a beautiful smile! To have tried your hardest, and then be confronted with this outcome must be so disheartening. I can see how it would make you question everything in life.

I hope writing about it is cathartic. Sometimes it helps to get things down on paper. Sometimes, putting our thoughts and feelings onto paper is a way to process the pain and confusion that life's twists and turns can bring. It's a testament to your strength and resilience that you've chosen to share this story, and may it serve as inspiration and solace for others facing similar challenges. You're an exceptional person, strong and capable, and a magnificent writer too. Hugs!